Mary has requested that the daily message be given each day to the world. It is read nightly at the prayer service from her Image Building in Clearwater, Florida, U.S.A. This is according to her request. All attempts will be made to publish this daily message to the world at 11 p.m. Eastern time, U.S.A. We acknowledge that the final authority regarding these messages rests with the Holy See of Rome.

September 24, 2005

September 25th Holy Spirit Novena Scripture selection is Day 2 Period II.

The Novena Rosary Mysteries for September 25th are Joyful.

September 24, 2005 message continues

The Marriage of the Lamb

     What do I write today? Since that day, February 25^th I have experienced the Bridegroom as He stands above me and strengthens me in this trial I have experienced. It has been a hellish experience to do the Father’s will, to stand firm for the truth when it would have been so much easier to laugh and to play as the world danced and I cried inside to stand behind the truth in this "Godless" world.

     They danced and played and whistled a tune on the flute and the Bridegroom was ignored at His own wedding. How indeed would it be if at the marriage the bridegroom was treated as if he were not present?

     We went to the altar, we received Him, the Lamb, the Bridegroom of our souls and then we ignored Him and went to laugh and play. We ignored Him and fed our faces.

     The tenderest love Our Divine Captain gives to us in giving Himself in the Mass. The Almighty God, the King of heaven and earth, gives Himself to us in the deepest spousal relationship and what happens here? We ignore Him and talk to mere humans with God in our breast.

     Let us make reparation to Him, Our Savior, for the ingratitude and indifference given to the King, the Lamb of God, Who was slain for our sins. They now have roped off my pew with a red chord and asked me to move my jacket as I prayed. Several ladies stand at the end of my pew and talk openly in church of the bishop to come in this church today. All the priests, the royal bridegrooms, anointed by the Lord, came out immediately after Mass and talked to the people, right in church. There was conversation and laughing at the beginning of Mass and at the end. A royal banquet, the Lamb was slain for our sins, now sacramentally made present here and who pays Him heed?

     They worship Him with fan-fare and trumpets, flutes and tambourines, but when the banquet is served, they all get up and rush from the table. Little focus is given to the King and royal Bridegroom of the soul. He is really ignored. Oh precious King, we love You, we worship You, we adore You, forever.

     I was unable to be intimately connected to Him today in a way that gave me happy feelings, but in my heart I know in the suffering there is no place to go but to Him.

     Preparation must be made. Time must be set aside for a person who is important in our lives. Time must be set aside to prepare for the Lamb, the Bridegroom of our soul. It begins with acts of surrender, saying the "Prayer for Union with Jesus", the consecration, and the "Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass".

     I love You, Jesus. In this suffering, I unite in Your passion and death. I love You, my Divine Lord, the Bridegroom of my soul.

     Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

     I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

     I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

     When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.

I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.

Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.

Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.

Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.

Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love.

-God's Blue Book, December 27, 1995

March 5, 1998 - 9th Day

First Friday, March 6, 1998 - 10th Day

     My beloved Spouse, the Bridegroom of my soul,

     The days go by with such swiftness, yet my focus is entirely on being one with Thee. The days fade in and out in shades of lights and darks, some days I receive immense insight into Your mysteries, some days I am left to tremendous suffering, wanting You so deeply in my soul and not experiencing Your favor.

     On this First Friday, I recall vividly the vision of Your precious Heart I hold in my heart. I see it clearly, red and filled with fire, and I know the warmth and glow of Your sacred divine love.

     Oh, my Sacred Heart, indeed, Thy love is most sacred. Yet even though I do not ponder as I should on the endless fires of love emitted from your treasured Heart, I have a constant awareness of this love which leads me to march forth in this battle of helping to win souls over for the Kingdom.

     Little is accomplished if I nurse my wounds on those dark days and sit in a corner waiting for a great favor from You.

     I walk those shaded days as You walked with the cross on Your back, but my awareness of Your Father and His plan for salvation is so limited, and I struggle tremendously as I am pressed on as I travel on my journey to the end of the day.

     And then a day of glory comes and You look upon me, my Bridegroom, and give me great favors and allow me to have a day of resurrection from the doom and the struggle.

     And how did He walk the earth? He walked it too, in dark and light days. Days in which they chased Him and wanted to kill Him, in which they called Him crazy, in which He sweat the saving Blood because of His anguish, in which He was tempted, in which He wept, in which He loved Mary His Mother and Mary Magdalene, in which He raised His dear friend Lazarus from the dead, in which He preached about the Kingdom to His followers.

     Days of light, days of darkness, but He entered the tomb and came forth victorious in the end.

     He rose to give us life, His wounds were glorified, the victory was won.

     My Bridegroom, You give to me Yourself this day. I am one in the glorified Lord in the most intimate way. The banquet is prepared. The Lamb has been slain. Now we reap the glory of the risen Lord. We receive the gift of life in Him.

     LIGHT and darkness. He is the Bread of Life, He comes to feed the starved soul with Himself. Our most treasured gift, our most treasured Friend, Jesus Christ, the Bridegroom of our soul, gives Himself as a sacrifice that we will share in His life most abundantly.

     I love You, Jesus Christ my Bridegroom, come and possess my soul.

March 7, 1998 - 11th Day

     My dear Spouse,

     You take us to Your mountain top and show us Your light and the world slumbers and sleeps and the throng below the hill shakes the tree and the dead fruit falls, but they do not see it.

     We hear the voice of the Father speak, "This is My beloved Son in Whom I am well pleased." and we hear the voice of the Good Shepherd speak as He reveals His Father to us and His plan for the salvation of all men living according to His will.

     The voice of the Good Shepherd will be heard as men listen to Jesus. In this Movement, Shepherds of Christ, we pray for our priests, the Church and the world.

     

March 19, 1998 (Excerpt)

Passion

     Passion is a way the devil can lead a holy soul to death. Jesus calls us to holy love. He calls us to brotherly love, love rooted in God.

     Passion is a way the devil uses to drive a holy soul to death.

     When appropriate, for example at certain times when we pray together, Jesus wants us to hold hands, to join in unity and to touch one another in a proper way. Satan works in the thoughts of holy souls to create passions and desires that are not to God's liking.

     Jesus gives us the Commandment, "Thou shall not commit adultery." He asks us to relax and be one and then asks us to be on our guard. He asks us for love as the Virgin Mary had for St. Joseph and for others. Holy love is holy. It is not rooted in passion and desires, it is rooted in love of God and Godly love for each other. If one truly loves himself and another, he would not put himself and the other in an occasion of sin that could lead to the death of the soul. One that loves would not wish the other to sin.

     Time spent before the tabernacle is to give honor and glory to God. God is the focus of this time before the tabernacle. God is there to unite hearts to Himself and to others.

     God gives us the Commandment to love God and one another. We are to love in holy love.

     Satan can create passions, lights, feelings that will lead a holy soul into sin. Satan creates appetites within the soul to be improperly satisfied with food, alcohol, sex, indulgence. Jesus does not want us to be fearful. He wants us to help to bring about the Reign of the Sacred Heart. You must ask yourself, does this relationship have as its primary purpose to give honor and glory to God? Anything that would lead to anything sinful is not giving honor and glory to God.

     I state clearly. Satan will try to lead some astray with passions. Our role is to help bring the world into oneness in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Satan can trick a couple engaging in prayer by passions and feelings. We must focus on the work at hand. Being led away by Satan harms the whole Movement. Be diligent, thrifty, and loving, praying always for the gifts of the Spirit.

           

September 29, 1998

Messenger: My dear God,

You have seen me through so many doors and windows of my life to take me to this place with Thee. I write as I hear the nine o'clock bell toll, my God, so beautiful to my ears for I know at every second of my life the bell tolls, for I help in my life in the act of redemption by pleading for the souls of this earth. Deep in my heart is such joy to be here at Mass for I know of the great grace that will be released. I have the great privilege of helping to release the grace. Oh God, I love in such intensity as You elevate my ability to love and know in You in the Mass.

The word Father has such meaning in my heart and soul for I love Him so. It is He that I live to please. It is my Father I wish to please at every moment by living in His Will.

His dominion is forever. Christ is our King, forever. We gather here to worship, adore, thank and love Him, to beg Him for help in all our needs and that in this great sacrifice He will outpour His abundant grace on the earth. Oh that I could write in the deepest union with my Lover and be as He desires me to be in this Mass. I unite in the depth of union in my soul. He acts on my soul. His is the initiator, I am the soul, willing, waiting and wanting Him. I come to the Mass open and ready and with the burning desire for Jesus to act on my soul. He is the Bridegroom of my soul. It is this spousal relationship our beloved Savior desires to have with the soul. He wishes us to be the spouse of the Lamb.

We do not fully comprehend why our God allows us to struggle and go through many trials, but in living at every second, accepting all He sends to us and living only to please Him, loving Him so deeply in our heart and loving all others, great grace is released at every second of our lives. Our dying plea is that we please Him, love Him and help in the work of saving souls.

We are the children of Eve, but our God raises us to such heights by allowing us to share in His divine life through Baptism. What a gift that God elevates our human nature to this level to share in His divine life. In the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass He outpours His abundant grace on us and on the earth, for it is the sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally made present in the Mass, and we unite in this Holy Sacrifice.

Should not our hearts be filled with such joy and adoration and thanksgiving that God gives us this great gift of His love?

Oh my God I am overwhelmed with your gift to me. I unite with You and with the grace You have outpoured to me. My very act of existing in You in the Mass is the act of loving and praising and worshipping You. Oh my God, I truly adore You and want You to come to me.

I fall to my face and call out with the greatest emotion Holy, Holy, Holy Lord, I adore You.

Oh my God help me to teach this world of the great gift You give in the Mass.

In the moment of Consecration grace is outpoured on this sinful world. My God, I truly adore Thee and love Thee so intently and thank You for Your gift to us.

My heart pants to receive You and I feel my heart beating so within my breast. For my God, the Almighty God gives Himself to me.

Oh Lamb of God I adore Thee. I want only to love Thee more and more. My beloved Spouse, please come to me.

The little bride approaches the altar and the Bridegroom gives Himself so completely to her.

My Spouse, I write to Thee, I do indeed love Thee so. If we but fully realized that this is truly reality, that God loves us so much that Jesus, our beloved Spouse and Savior, gives us Himself in the most intimate union.

All the petitions are given to Thee my Bridegroom, at this moment I ask You to possess my soul and implant on me knowledge of Yourself as never before, so that I am so intimately united to You that I will be deeply transformed more and more into Thy image and likeness, that my ability to love and know and act like You will be heightened to a great level as I exist in You. I truly give myself completely to You and wish only that this moment with this intense union with You would linger forever until I am united with You in holy wedlock for all eternity. The spouse of the Lamb, this is my mission in life to more perfectly grow in this role, to live every moment to please Him my beloved Spouse. As persons live to please their earthly spouses and those they love, I live to be the spouse of the Lamb, to please Him and to live always to please my Beloved. In the reign of the Sacred Heart there will be harmony and peace as men live at every single second with the burning desire of their hearts to please and love their beloved God. He will be their God and they will be His people. There will be peace and love in all hearts. Men will know God and want to serve and love Him. My beloved Bridegroom, this is my dying plea of my life, to serve You, to worship You, to adore You and to carry the good news of Your gifts to us to the far ends of the earth. I beg You for the grace to help to serve You more.

I love You my Jesus, You are my God.

                                                A chosen soul

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Messenger: My beloved friends,

Our Lord Jesus has asked me to write to you as the spouse of the Lamb. We share in the heavenly banquet of the Father in the Mass. We are the children that come around the table of sacrifice and give ourselves in holy love to our God. We come to unite in the deepest intimate union with our God in the Mass as He gives Himself to us and we give ourselves to Him. He wishes us to be united to Him in the most elevated mystical marriage. He is our God, we are His bride.

He wishes us to live in this heightened state of mystical union with Him.

Jesus told me this day to begin writing on the Internet as the spouse of the Lamb. Only those accepted in the Catholic Church are permitted to receive the Eucharist through the Sacrament of Holy Communion. This is a gift God gives to us. He wishes all His precious souls to receive this great gift, the Bread of Life He gives to them. It is in receiving this Sacrament that He outpours abundant grace to us. Grace is a gift of sharing in His divine life. The more I go to the Eucharist, the more I go to church and adore our beloved Lord truly present in the Sacred Host in the tabernacle, the more He gives His overwhelming grace. It is from this reception of the Eucharist and adoration before the tabernacle I have grown more and more in my union with Him. It is in these moments He has implanted great knowledge of Himself within my soul. It is in this great gift that I know more the burning love of the most Sacred Eucharistic Heart of Jesus.

God is with us, He is truly present in the Eucharist. He is the Almighty God, as present today as the day he walked the earth. He is the King sitting on His throne in the tabernacles of the earth. He wishes us to come and worship and adore Him and He outpours His grace to us when we come. We are transformed more and more into His image and likeness and He lives and dwells in us more abundantly through this grace.

This is the message I received this day from Jesus for the daily message.

Jesus speaks: My dear daughter,

I wish you to tell all about the spouse of the Lamb on the Internet.

I am Jesus, I write to you this day, teaching you through My messenger. In no way has she reached this perfection of dwelling most abundantly in Me.

She is growing more and more in her intimate union with Me in great struggles and love. I wish to share this account with you that I have written to you through My chosen soul, that you too will pray and live as the spouse of the Lamb. I desire to be the Bridegroom of your soul and unite most intimately to you. I give Myself to you in the Holy Eucharist.

  

John 6:48-51

I am the bread of life.
Your fathers ate manna in the desert
and they are dead;
but this is the bread
    which comes down from heaven,
so that a person may eat it and not die.
I am the living bread
    which has come down from heaven.
Anyone who eats this bread
    will live for ever;
and the bread that I shall give
is my flesh, for the life of the world.'

 

 

December 19, 1998

Spouse of the Lamb (after Communion)

Mary speaks: My children, feel the emotion in my Heart and the Heart of my Son Jesus on Calvary. The desire in Our Hearts is that each and every precious soul would be saved, but experience the emotion to know clearly that some will be lost and some will be saved.

Jesus speaks: I knew them each by name. When I gave My life for you, I loved you to my death on the cross.

A SONG FROM JESUS
REFRAIN: I COME TO YOU WITH GREATEST LOVE,
I AM YOUR LOVING SAVIOR.
I AM YOUR GOD, I DIED FOR YOU,
I COME TO YOU THIS DAY.

Jesus speaks: My children, experience the emotion of Our two Hearts on Calvary in your hearts at Mass. Feel the emotion and the burning, consuming love of My Heart for souls.

Messenger: At Mass I experienced the many faceted Hearts of Jesus and Mary. I experience the thirst for grace for the souls. I beg for this release, experiencing some of the emotion of Jesus' and Mary's Hearts on Calvary. Hang with Him in bitter pain and know His consuming love for souls. Experience her joy and suffering, knowing souls like Oscar and Scotty (message December 7, 1998). Feel the emotion of the message of December 12, 1998, when they woke me on the feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe in utter agony and pain. My beloved brothers in the Shepherds of Christ Movement, plead at every Mass with me for the redemption of souls. Circulate the newsletters 4 and 5, 1998, to priests that they will unite in the pure and holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary when celebrating Mass and will PLEAD, PLEAD for souls, the souls He loved so on Calvary and shed His Blood for, the souls He gave His life for. We plead, Father, for grace and mercy. We unite with our Savior, The LAMB of GOD, we are SPOUSES of the LAMB coming in the Immaculate Heart of Mary, pleading for souls that they will be saved.

We come to you, Father, as a body in the Shepherds of Christ Movement pleading for grace and mercy for souls. Please hear our prayers.

      

January 12, 1999

Message from Jesus: To Be Alone with Him

Jesus speaks: I come and I give Myself to you, I long to hear you say to Me, "My God, I want to be alone with You." I long for love. I long for time that you would give to your most intimate friend. I long for a relationship with you. I long for you to want to know Me and know My great goodness. Such favor I will pour out on the soul that just wants to adore and love Me. Spend your time today just thinking of the great love we share with one another. Spend time alone with Me, not being busy reciting prayers, just savoring Our time together. You would sit and hold hands and embrace those you love. How little time you spend with Me, just being, existing in God’s love, being wrapped in the embrace of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, existing in Me. I love music and songs of worship and joy praising God. Sing to Me. Love Me. I want your favor. A glance, a hand held, the heart that skips a beat, are not all these signs of great love between friends? Is it not important to you that you relish and look for the moments spent alone with Me? I am God, I loved you so much, I died for you. I gave willingly of Myself for love of you. Oh you carefully plan words you say to one another when you want them to love you in an intimate relationship. How it would please Me that you thought of special words of love and appreciation to say to Me! Oh, My children, when you visited My sick one you visited Me.

Say to Me on busy days, "My God, I see Your eyes in their eyes. I do this, My God, to You when I love them." Take time in the day to be alone with Me. Give Me this pleasure, that I am in all you do. You administer to others and see Me in them and when those special moments come for us, you say, "Oh God, how good it is to be alone with Thee!"

I love you so much, I am a jealous lover, I wish your time spent alone with Me every day. In your bed at night, I wish your thoughts to be of Me. Your God wishes a special presence with you in your bed, in the 6:30 p.m. prayer services, before the tabernacle. Experience the presence of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit with you in these treasured moments. Be alone with Me.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

Messenger: A letter to Jesus

My Jesus, I truly love Thee with all my heart. My desire now is to be alone with Thee. My heart wants Your presence, especially after the reception of the Eucharist and before the tabernacle. I long to see the Host elevated. I long to worship and honor You and beg for grace. My heart skips a beat when I see the elevated Host, even when I ponder it in my mind. I am in great awe and have great joy at Mass when the Host is elevated. I wish to unite to it at every moment as Mass is celebrated around the world.

I see the glow around the Host as in this picture of the elevated Host.

It is far more beautiful than this picture, it is there and I see it.

Oh my God, I thank You for the gift of the Eucharist.

Oh my God, I thank You for Yourself.

  

February 20, 1999

Spouse of the Lamb

Messenger: Today I wade through the struggles in giving the message to the earth. Today I received a message from Mary how important it is to get the daily messages in book form. Before the first Rosary Book went out, it was a tremendous struggle. Before the second Rosary Book went out with the Imprimatur, there were also painful struggles. Mary, you and the Father wish these messages to be published and circulated in book form. Satan has created every distraction to block the accomplishment of this task.

He must increase, I must decrease. I have delivered the message to the world. The proof that heaven wishes to give a message is in the image of Mary on the building. Jesus, I beg You for help to accomplish this task. I am immensely frustrated that Blue Books IV, V and VI never were published. I remember all the obstacles, but no one can stop You. I beg You to handle this situation. I sit with a message from Mary yesterday and today and I am unable to accomplish this task on my own. It takes many people surrendering to the will of God and responding in faith. More than anything, it takes Your grace and Your might. As Your spouse, I implore You to help me, please grant grace that the people will answer the call to help me answer Mary’s requests. She also wishes the tapes of these messages to circulate. Jesus, please grant the grace that men will see and not look away.

     

Messenger: I love You, I am Your beloved child and servant.

 

February 25, 1999

     He is our Spouse. In such oneness, we come to the altar of sacrifice to offer sacrifice to the Father in His name. We can understand the great intimacy between husband and wife. Christ uses the spousal relationship to denote oneness. There is a deep mystical union between Christ and His Church. We have a deep mystical union with Him. It is not the same as a relationship between a husband and a wife. It is a much deeper relationship, one on a mystical level between the Divine God and His people, between Christ and His body. And so we offer a profound sacrifice to our God, through Him, with Him and in Him, so intently one with the Chief Priest and Victim. This is indeed a deep mystical union and a divine mystery. It is to our benefit as His people to beg for greater union with Him as His spouse and to identify more with our Master, Chief Priest and Victim, in every Mass and in all our actions all day, united to the Masses being celebrated around the world. We are one body in Him. He is the Head, we are the members of His mystical Body. He is alive. He is alive. He is alive. He lives in us in a special way when we are in the state of grace. He has given us this sharing in His life. Thank You, Jesus. Thank You, our God.

        

March 2, 1999

Spouse of the Lamb - From Jesus

Jesus speaks: My beloved spouse,

I am revealing to you the workings of Satan in your lives so that you will be able to withstand his attacks. I love you My spouse, this is My gift.

     

March 22, 2000

Jesus speaks: I am the Bridegroom every bride desires.

I am your Spouse.

I am a Divine Lover.

You want one that can only give you what I can.

Every bride wants a spouse, for you were created for Me, your perfect Spouse, and you will only be satisfied by Me.

Your handmaids and servants are so happy because they live to be My spouse.

I am attentive, I am always there, I always love you, I give Myself in the Eucharist as no man could ever give himself.

Your spousal union with Me comes first.

I "fit the bill" for everything you crave in a spouse. I wait for you. I loved you to My death on the cross. I am your ardent Lover.

I am the gallant One.

I am Your Spouse, I give Myself completely to you. My Father loves you so He created you for Me.

The Holy Spirit can fill your heart with fire for this love union with God.

You are the spouse of the Lamb.

    

May 5, 2000

Spouse of the Lamb

     I longed for you, my Jesus, to receive you within My breast. I've longed to have you inside of Me.

     Oh my Jesus, I want to be with You as You are in the exposed Eucharist, and it is my delight to just be with You, the Almighty God, truly present and sit with You and gaze upon Your splendor.

     Oh, the excitement to know God is really there in the consecrated Host.

     It is so wonderful to just be with Him in such deep union, and my heart is just so filled with love for God and all others.

     The treasure is the Eucharist.

     Oh God, my heart burns to receive you in the Mass and for You to be with me in my heart right now. To just be with Jesus, the Son of God.

     I want to write about Jesus.

     What would I do if I knew today was my last day on earth?

     I would do exactly as I am doing, for I believe I am living according to His will.

     I would do it with the greatest fervor, uniting as deeply as possible every moment to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass for souls.

     I would pray as fervently as I could for My family and the Shepherds of Christ family, the Church and God's family.

     I would give my all as deeply as possible to the moment and surrender all else to Him.

     I would go deep inside myself and try to unite as deeply as possible in my heart to the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

     Every moment when lived fully united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass can help to release great grace for souls.

     Oh God, I love You so much and I love souls.

     I would tell everyone on the earth about Jesus in the Eucharist, and I wouldn't care what they thought of me because that is such a gift to tell them about.

     I would spend time with Jesus in deep union at Mass and before the tabernacle and I would unite as deeply as possible with all others in my heart.

     I would pray as Jesus has taught us in the Our Father and I would recall the Gospel of John, chapter 17, in my heart, praying and offering up my whole day that the world would be one.

     I would ask God to send love to all that I have ever had a problem with and shower the earth with healing grace.

     Now, my God, there is so much more to write, but I would wish that I could live that day as You will it, deeper than ever, uniting to the Mass and all others in holy prayer.

     I wish that I could give you the greatest love and honor and adoration and I would pray more fervently than ever for our beloved priests and the most wonderful Church and the world, asking God to help me live the day according to God's will to the fullest.

     I love to be with Jesus in the tabernacle. I want to have joy in every moment.

     I love to pray the rosary and think of the mysteries of the rosary before Jesus and pray for my needs and the priests and the Church and the world, especially praying for my beloved family and friends.

     Oh, Jesus, as I go to the rosary today in Florida, I pray for grace for the priests, the Church and the world.

     I ask all to unite with me in praying every day as a body for our beloved priests, the Church and the world, as we are united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

     Let's feel this connection to one another every moment of the day, praying for grace to be released for souls, for the Church and the world.

     I love you all so much. May God's blessings shower your lives as Jesus takes you ever deeper into His most precious Eucharistic Heart.

May 5, 2001

From Florida, 
A letter to Jesus, my spouse

Dear Jesus, 
            How deeply I love you and thank you 
            for all you have given to me. I love 
            to be so united to You in the Eucharist. 
            My life centers around the Mass.
            Oh Jesus, I just love You so. I am here in
            Light of Christ Church in Clearwater, Florida
            where Jesus gave me the Spouse of the Lamb
            writings and Father Carter was here
            during that visit. The work here was
            very tedious that time and daily I
            would give Him my heart and He asked
            me to write the Spouse of the Lamb
            writings.
                Here is the prayer Jesus gave in
                   the beginning.

                       Jesus told me to write to Him as His 
                         beloved Spouse
                         February 23, 1998. He said to begin the
                         writings on Ash Wednesday February 25, 1998.

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