R. LISTEN to the Prayers of the
                    Our Father

                We address Our Father - with love
                    with reverence

                And we pray for His Kingdom to
                    Come –
                    Thy will be done
 

                When a person does not do the will
                    of the Heavenly Father

                When a person lives their lives
                    building their own Kingdom –
                    what they want –
                    not thinking of what is
                        the will of God
                    They are the focus –

                Almost 22 years ago – Jesus
                    gave me the
                    Prayer for Union with Jesus –

                A person full of their agenda –
                    their way of doing things –
                    their prodding and planning –
                    is one saving their life –
                    their eyes are not on the
                    plan of the Father
 

                You don't stand still in the
                    spiritual life
 

                Fr. Carter told me about the
                    Father's will – not too much
                    of something – not too little –
                    you do the Father's will –

                    A person who does not have
                God as the Center, counseling
                them, giving them wisdom –
                has a void and satan can
                work in the man who is
                fishing for his will and
                what to do, he may say:

                "Let me see – I have this title –
                    I am over – let me move
                    people this way – let me
                    make sure they do what I want

                Let me think about My plan –
                    let me manipulate others –
                    let me feel being over and them
                        under
                    power – dominance for dominance
                    sake" –

                I remember when Jesus gave me the
                    Prayer for Union –
                    Before this I had been in
                    All Saints Church and
                    I was wanting to give my
                        will to God, but I was
                    afraid – maybe He would do something
                    I didn't want then –

                    but I surrendered when I gave
                my will to God and I cried –

                    This is freedom –

                    This is living in harmony with
                        Him – our precious Master –
                        this is trusting in a
                        Power – higher than ourselves
 

                Will – a person can give their life and
                    will to God – this is the Plan of God –

                We must learn to not hold onto
                    control –
                    to not hold onto people and things
                        that we put above God –
                    God must be first to have peace
                        and happiness
                    God has a Plan –

                When we ignore God and His Plan –
                    it feels a lot different than
                    letting go and seeking His
                    Plan – there is a release
                    almost like hands out – walking
                    and being led by this
                    Power greater than ourselves –

                This is a life-time process –

                This is freedom –

                This is learning suffering many times –
                    like being 75 and knowing we
                    can't walk like we used to,
                    we need help from others because
                    we aren't so spray in our
                    older bodies –

                This is surrender when a man
                    has a terminal disease –
                    a child of ours has an
                    accident –

                    This is surrender to God –
                who has a purpose for our life and
                who created us –

                This is learning to seek the Plan of
                    the Heavenly Father –
                    and know He has a plan –

                The evil one wants us to take
                    control – push people around –
                    see ourselves like Eve in the
                    Garden –
                    equal or even above God.

                Are we building the Kingdom of God when
                    God calls us in a vocation
                    and we step on the head
                    of authority because we want them
                    weak and we want – standing
                    side by side to show this

                The strong one is me – I hold things
                    together –
                    the weak one is the authority –
                        they are weak in body
                        mind and soul

                And then the guy under (like Eve
                    in the Garden) if he sees
                    his power (which can be lost
                    from others in his life)
                    he hugs it – has energy to
                    serve it and –

                    the plan is no longer God's ever
                    when the person under –
                    argues, fights, and manipulates
                    to control above just authority
                    and uses the things needed to
                    operate to force their dominance
 

                This is not building the Kingdom of God –
                This is not operating in order –
                This is not obedience to God's will –

                This is lust for an individual's power,
                    it can be because of their
                    lost power in other things and
                    situations –

                Where a man calls home – really
                    is not his castle –
                    because we will all have to
                    surrender our space, our
                    things and our real home
                    is in heaven –

                I remember this story God told me
                    when a man lies, like one
                    unfaithful to his vocation,
                    lies about faithfulness to
                    marriage, to God in a
                    religious vocation – at first
                    it may be hard to sneak out
                    on their wife or spouse –
                    or a man unfaithful in life, lies in
                    religious life –

                But it becomes easier and easier
                    to make a fantasy with
                    the lies so one can function
                    smoothly in their lies
                    and act confident –

                Lying becomes a habit –
                Lying against just authority
                Lying in a commitment like marriage –
                    is wrong –

                Making a commitment – is making
                    a commitment in a vocation –
                    under God –
                    one chooses to honor –

                It is a farce for a man to take
                    the vows of marriage or
                    a religious vocation –
                    then cheat on their partner
                    or cheat under authority
                    lying about it –

                God calls us in commitment in our
                    vocation –

                Marriage is one of the 7 Sacraments –
                    God wants children in marriage
                        to know stability of
                        husband and wife.

                The Sacraments were instituted
                    by Christ to give grace –

                God the Father gave Adam and
                    Eve a restriction to
                    obey in the Garden –

                A man that takes a vow under
                    God in religious life
                    and then cheats or
                    lies is doing this to God –

                God has put superiors over
                    religious to act in His
                    name –

                A person under an authority
                    who lives before others to
                    prove they are stronger
                    than those over them –
                    is living a lie from the get go –
                    They can think if they get
                        away with it under
                        the superior – they got
                        away with it, but this
                        is not true, for God
                        is their real Spouse and they are
                        to – with the honoring of the
                        order – to be committed to their
                        vows and promises –

                The lying can be so much their
                    distorted thinking –
                    they just want to out - do
                    the one over them and
                    forget this commitment
                    of the consecrated life
                    is under a superior –
                    and God is watching how
                    they honor their vows to Him –

                God is on the other side of the
                    Superior –

                Order is the way of God –

                God works in order –

                Adam and Eve brought disorder
                    to the human race –

                Adam and Eve brought sin
                    into the world and

                With this God shows us
                    disorder in the elements –
                    disorder in the animals etc.

                Time ticks by in our life –

                Two days ago Jesus gave me this
                    message

                "You are accountable for your
                    life to Him –
                    your time isn't yours –
                    A person in a vocation is
                    accountable how they
                    live by the Father's will –
                    The Holy Spirit is in this counseling
                    helping us to have success
                    doing God's will – there
                    is harmony in doing
                    God's will"

                Jesus: You receive grace from Me to live
                    your state in life when you
                    obey just authority over
                    you – knowing My eyes are
                    always watching how you
                    obey authority –
                    Rebellion – doing your own
                    will – too much of what you
                    want against God's will –
                    is serving satan –
                    is rebellious –
                    is disobeying the commitment
                        of being under just authority
                        as you promised –

                My dear ones - the important thing
                    is you –
                    bending your stubborn heart
                        and will, but
                    many can rationalize how
                        they should do things
                        because _________
                        because _________
                        because _________

                God can accomplish more
                    in the dropping of a
                    pin – than you can in a
                    lifetime of doing your
                    own way over authority –

                R. A pastor is pastor of his Church –
                he has the authority – many lay
                boards discredit the pastor's
                authority and want him to look
                weak –

                Once they have established how
                they are the power and
                he is at the bottom of the sea-saw

                R. Then if he speaks out and shows
                strength, they counteract immediately
                to force him back in his position
                because they don't want their
                power they usurped threatened –
                How does the Holy Spirit work in unity
                where the people throw out
                the God-given authority and
                use the things, money, in
                the Church to keep him down.

                A person can lose power in his
                    life and has such devotion,
                    enthusiasm to keep power
                    where it isn't his.

                They need the power for their sick
                    unhealed dysfunction –

                Here is a shadow government –
                    There are 3 branches and
                    the man under authority
                    goes to the heads of the places –
                    tells them what to do –
                    then tells them not to tell
                    authority –

                DISORDER –

                Satan works in the decisions of
                    the man to tell others what
                    to do and keep it secret from
                    the top –

                Well in Parishes and Churches men
                    doing this begin to forget
                    God is on the other side of
                    the pastor –
                    they make their own little
                    kingdom and use the Church
                    for their loss of power

                There was a movie we watched
                    how a family was destroying
                    growth of a Protestant
                    Church. They wanted the
                    Church to serve their family –
                    their daughter was receiving
                    lots of money from the Church
                    for overseas missions –
                    they took all the money for her,
                    the roof leaked, they couldn't
                    pay the bills –
                    their control of the funds was
                        punishing – trying to
                        work against the pastor –
                        the other pastor had a
                        sudden death –
                    It was run by satan – the
                        pastor's family was threatened,
                        the children, almost
                        run over –

                It was a very good movie because
                    it showed how satan worked
                    to corrupt the family and
                    fight those in the Church wanting
                    Ministries in the community etc.

                This family was not operating under
                    the Holy Spirit who brings unity and
                    growth –

                They wanted control –

                They wanted to use the Church for
                    their selfish will –

                They used force –

                Whether a person uses active
                    abuse –
                    in many places –
                    passive-aggressive measures
                    are used to gain control –
                    punishment and
                    the lies come with it –
                    the thinking becomes distorted –

                When the evil spirit runs through
                    disorder the dysfunction
                    becomes the addiction of the
                    one forcing their control and
                    not moving –
                    they tear down the Kingdom of God –
                    they can be addicted to control –
                        closed in –
                        gaining lost power from
                            their past life situations –

                When the Ministries and work
                    of the Church stop and
                    the focus is one man
                    using meetings for his
                    needs and schedules when
                    he may experience pain –
                A man can use all kinds of force
                    to try to run things for
                    himself and his addicted
                    dysfunctional behavior –

                It can be a Church, a family,
                    a country –
                    where one must see themselves
                        as a Nation under God –
                        not serving a particular
                        person's fear, loss of
                        power, need to rule –

                With pride –
                    seeking dominance for dominance
                    sake –
                    comes darkness –
                    there is not living according
                        to God's will

                With faith – seeing through God's eyes,
                    faithfulness to one's commitment,
                    there is justice and peace

                Justice means giving God His due –
                    Recognizing His generosity
                    to us –

                Serving God –

                Building the Kingdom of God –

                A person can be angry and negative
                    their whole life –
                    relationships are to be lived –

                Finding a hole in a tree and
                    setting up shop to
                    exist in dysfunction is
                    serving satan –

                A person can go to work with the
                    right attitude
                    to do God's work

                A person can answer the phone
                    to promote the work of the
                    Church –
                    to build the Kingdom of God

                A person can have fun with
                    loving and trusting others
                    and obeying just authority –

                God gives us the
                    greatest commandment –

                A person has to have the goal of
                    the place in their actions –

                Where people control and are
                    closed down – full of
                    fear –
                    rejecting correction
                    rejecting direction –
                    they are rebelling against
                        what God wants –

                This is what Eve did in the
                    Garden – she disobeyed God
                    and wanted to be equal to God –

                We have 70, 80, 90 years here
                    to live

                But we are preparing our hearts
                    for eternity

                The Our Father says –
                    I honor You Father
                    You are above – in heaven

                THY KINGDOM COME
                    THY WILL BE DONE
                    on earth as it is
                    in heaven –

                When a man doesn't work for
                    the will of God – they are not
                    promoting what God wants –
                    they are using what God
                    gave them for their own
                    kingdom –
   

                R. This life is given to us to seek
                    to do the will of God –
                    Surrender –

                We can rebel against God in
                    an institution, family,
                    but we not only stop what
                    God expects us to do to build
                    His Kingdom –

                We hurt everybody else trying
                    to do God's will, when we
                    live to force dysfunction –

                In the Holy Spirit sequence – it
                    says
                    "Bend the stubborn heart
                        and will, Melt the
                        frozen warm the chill"

                How can we oppose God –
                    justify lying –
                    with regard to children, give
                        them a bad example
                        and control their lives
                        because we lost our
                        power –

                Children grow up and
                    God has a place for
                    them to serve Him –

                When one is controlling –
                    manipulating, planning,
                    they aren't letting go –
                    letting God counsel them in
                    the uncertainties of life –

                Children grow up and have
                    a calling from God –
                    God called Mary and
                        Mary loved God's will –

                Christ showed us He died
                    on the cross doing
                        God's will –

                Our lives are God's

                We are under God –

                The human man can do human
                    things, but God elevates
                    his knowing and loving
                    capacity in baptism –
                    He gives us a sharing in
                        His life –
                    He gives us the virtues
                        of faith, hope and love –

                But we can clench our
                    fist and try to control –
                    Why, because we are
                    rebellious –

                Because we lost power so we
                    have to make sure we never
                    lose control again –

                When a man dies –
                    he dies –

                Think of how our hearts make
                    us go –
                    blood pumps in our
                    bodies –
                    we don't have batteries –
                    God keeps us alive –

                Then he dies and he doesn't take
                    even his toothpaste –
                    his 1/2 used bottle of milk –

                A man who is addicted to cigarettes,
                    if he gets lung cancer and dies –
                    quits his addiction when
                    he dies

                Or an alcoholic gets cancer
                    or a bad liver – he
                    will soon die –

                We are here to live –

                We are to build the Kingdom of God –

                We are to let go to God –

                We are to surrender to God's will –

                We are to grow in the image
                    and likeness of God –

                This takes the Holy Spirit,
                    He counsels us, gives
                    us wisdom etc. –

                But the evil spirit wants
                    us enslaved to him –
                    use our God-given power
                    to tear down the Kingdom of God –
                    to block the will of God
                    working in others' lives –
                    to do dirty work – against God's
                        will –
                        why, because we listen to
                            satan –
                            like Eve in the Garden –

                Then to relate only to ourselves,
                    to try to run our own kingdom
                        so we don't change –
                    to rebel against God and
                        authority –
                    to block others and God's will
                        for them – while we control
                            things for satan –

                Satan is real –
                    he works in anger –
                    people holding out –
                    loving anger –
                    trying to manipulate in anger

                Tearing down the Kingdom of God

                Satan works in pride –
                    the man who needs a
                        scape-goat because
                        of his loss of power
                    who controls and manipulates
                    people's lives because he
                    is weak

                So he messes with structure
                    making others who are over
                        them go down –
                        so he can control for
                            satan –

                God called a woman to do a
                    duty every day –
                    she was called to the
                        vocation to serve,
                    but instead she wanted
                    to have no one over her and her
                    energy was to get the authority
                    down under her –
                    A life of rebellion –

                    When she acted - out –
                    She forced others to do her
                        work and weaken
                        the structure
                        that was never united
                        or working for the
                        things of the Church –

                Let's look at the words of the
                    Our Father

                    Thy Kingdom Come Thy will be done
                        on earth as it is in heaven

                    Give us this day our daily bread and
                        forgive us our trespasses –

                    Are we really asking God to
                        forgive us our trespasses
                        when our god has
                        become being on top
                        and putting everybody
                        under us –

                Do we lie about our
                    actions to control and
                    manipulate?

                Is this building the Kingdom of God?

                Is this being in the image of God?

                The Holy Spirit brings unity and
                    growth and success
                    to the building of the Kingdom –

                The evil one brings destruction.
                    hording, rebellion,
                    tearing down –

                Obedience – Jesus obeyed
                    His Father to His death on
                    the cross

                Forgive us our trespasses –

                Every day Fr. Carter did an
                    examination of conscience

                Jesus told me yesterday –
                    He is the giver of gifts –
                    When a person overlooks
                        God is above and they
                        are below they
                        should read the
                        Old Testament.

                We see that when Joshua died –
                    they worshipped false gods –
                    so the Amorites and Philistines
                    attacked them and won and
                    they suffered –

                Joseph's brothers put him
                    in a pit, but God
                    didn't take Joseph
                    out –

                Jeremiah was put in a
                    pit, but Babylon
                    took over the Jews
                    and the disobedient
                    King lost his sons – killed
                    before him and then
                    his eyes were put out –

                Satan is evil –

                    He wants to take souls to
                        hell for all eternity

                In World War II 66,000,000
                    lives were lost –

                In this United States there was
                    55,000,000
                    abortions – 

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Mary's Message
from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.

end of Mary's Message

                R. And forgive us our trespasses
                    as we forgive those who
                    trespass against us –

                But deliver us from evil

                Amen –

                Lives

                Addictions

                Controlling others' lives for our
                    loss of power,
                    dominance,
                    envy,
                    jealousy –

                are wrong

                "Deliver us from evil"

                            Amen

                God is all Powerful
   

                R. Power comes from God

                Divorces hurt people

                Abuse in families to children
                    hurt people

                So a person suffering from
                    loss of power –
                Can decide they will have
                    power over innocent others their
                    whole life – to make up for loss
                    of power –

John 19: 10-11

 

Pilate then said to him, 'Are you refusing to speak to me?  Surely you know I have power to release you and I have power to crucify you?'  Jesus replied, 'You would have no power over me at all if it had not been given you from above; that is why the man who handed me over to you has the greater guilt.'

Luke 9: 23-25

                R. God is our Father –

                God the Father created us and
                    others for a purpose

                We need to do God the Father's
                    will on earth, as it is
                    in heaven –

                God is order

                God is unity

                God wants relationship
                    with men –

                God is over –

                We are human creatures

                God is all just –

                    We are to give God His due –

                    Not block others' vocations
                        and God's will for them
                        because we want
                        affection, power, etc.

                St. Ignatius Spiritual Exercises says 

A MEDITATION ON TWO STANDARDS (excerpt)

First they are to tempt them to covet riches (as Satan himself is accustomed to do in most cases) that they may the more easily attain the empty honors of this world, and then come to overweening pride.

   The first step, then, will be riches, the second honor, the third pride. From these three steps the evil one leads to all other vices.
 

                R. Our relations with others must
                    be just –
                    we cannot control and
                        force and manipulate
                        others for our sick needs.

                Justice and Peace will KISS.

                Every child, under us, every
                    neighbor, is to be
                    given their due –
                    that means we can't
                    block what God is
                    calling others to do because
                    we want control and affection
                        for ourselves!

                We can see how we must pay
                    our bills,
                    what about being in
                    harmony with God in
                    giving others what God
                    wants of them and
                    not us blocking it
                    for our selfish,
                    hording, control and
                    affection –

                How are we paying God
                    for our accountability
                    to do what He wants
                    us to do, His work in our
                    vocation, while we are out
                    controlling and blocking His
                    Plan in others –

                "Thy Kingdom Come, thy will
                    be done on earth as it
                    is in heaven"

                God has given us everything,
                    our talents, our life,
                    our vocation, people
                    in our lives, our food,
                    shelter. . .

                What do we owe to give back
                    to God –

                We are to repay to others,
                    what others gave to us –

                God orders our relationships
                    with others –

                Not dysfunction – power,
                    control

                The work for God is to be
                    beautiful for what God
                    has done for us, done in love!!

                The Father has given to us –

                We are to have gratitude to God
                    for all He has given us –

                Given Him the recognition
                    of authority over us –

                God is above –

                We are His servants –
                We are to honor God –
                We are to love God –
                We owe this to God –

                We should have deep love
                    for Our Father –

                The Holy Spirit helps this love to
                    develop in us – to give
                    God honor and glory –

                We are children of the Father –
     

Matthew 11: 25

At that time Jesus exclaimed, 'I bless you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, for hiding these things from the learned and the clever and revealing them to little children.

                R. God is all good

                God is the Greatest

                I must honor and love God
                    and give Him glory!

                When we go to Mass – we
                    give Glory to God –

                Sing: Glory Be - 3 times

                Sing: Holy God We Praise Thy Name
 

                R. We are sons of God – we are to
                    love deeply, our Heavenly
                    Father –

                He is All - Powerful!

                He created us!

                He has a plan for us!

                We need the Holy Spirit to fill us
                    with love deep in
                    our soul for God!

                We know, love and honor
                    God – it is just
                    and right!

                        23. FIRST PRINCIPLE AND FOUNDATION

                            Man is created to praise, reverence and serve God 
                        our Lord, and by this means to save his soul.

                Sing: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord

                R. We are to love God

                We are to love our brothers and
                    sisters in the Father's family –
                    love deep in our soul –

                Not see each other in
                    isolation and others as
                    enemies – they are our
                    brothers –

                    We are here to serve God and
                others and help build the Kingdom of God –

                Sing: Prayer of St. Francis

                R. We must desire unity with
                    Jesus
 

Prayer for Union with Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.F

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

                R. Jesus gives us Himself

                    We eat His Body
                    We drink His Blood –

                We put on Christ