March, 1992

Jesus: I died on the cross for you.
It is no myth, believe and
know My presence now.
Believe, believe and live in My love,
I am He who powers you, you are My
motorboat and you are being powered.
I am keeping you afloat,
I am the power that is
endless, I never run out of gas,
you can go, go, go and know you will
not drown, you will stay afloat and
stay steady in the raging waters –
My power is there keeping you, oh
so steady, hold My hand and feel
My power, know My presence,
My power, My glory, you are My
child and I love you. I am here with you
every second of your life, hold My
hand until that day in which you
will see the light and enter into
eternal glory, because you lived to
do God’s will in love. Oh beloved
of My Father, the glory that waits those
who love and serve the Lord, you will
never know, how it will be, like this
presence in your heart, like the warmth,
like the hand and I will help you do what
you need to do, I will give you your
strength and your healing, you will be
your old self now, take My hand and
do not be afraid, I am He who
comforts you and I am He who powers
you, you are My motorboat – you
won’t falter, you will be steady and
you will have power.

R. Whatever You want me to do I will do
Lord, show me Your path and give me
Your direction. I want to be Your light
to the world, I love You and
I worship You, help me
to honor You at everything I do,
help me in my music to praise
You the way You want to be praised
and spread Your love in my
being to be what I need to be
to my children. Help me Lord
to live my life the way You
want me to. Thank You for my
children and my gifts and my pleasures
and food and my everything I have.
I have been blessed by You Lord.
Thank You, thank You, Your servant.

Love Rita

 

March 26, 1992

Jesus: Your door is open – I will
watch over you, haven’t I always
done that? When you walk through
raging waters, you My child
I will hold your hand, don’t be
afraid, you are precious to Me.

 

April 2, 1992

R. Dear Jesus,

I am so happy to have You in my heart.
Thank You for this day and the sunshine,
thank You for helping me give my life
to You and bringing me to this point in
my life. Thank You for the trials that
has brought me closer to You and
teaching me how to love more.
Jesus, I give You my will and my life,
I give You what I am and I ask You
to run my life, please what ever happens
I surrender to You running my life.
Please Jesus help me to know the way
of life You call me to. Help me surrender
to what ever You want me to do. I will
let You run the show. I am going to do
what You want, I know today I was to go
to All Saints and spend this time with You.

Thank you for Your relationship,
thank You for the Holy Spirit and my
heavenly Mother, thank You for real
joy which I now feel in my heart.
Thank You for the image of the
wall of rocks and the door for me
to walk through.

R. That was my image from You, at that
point seeing the gray rocks oh so close
like a wall and a door, You were taking
me to a new beginning in my life – a life
of surrendering and realizing that You are
running my life. What is for today? I do
Your will. That is what is to be. I am
filled with Your love and Your joy as I
walk through this door into surrender
with You – on the other side there are
still rocks, but they are not closing in
they are opening up and the light, as
the warm sun is now seen atop the
rocks and my body is warm and secure
in Your love. You oh my Lord are in
the driver's seat. I walk through that
door. My relationship with You is alive
and new, and I surrender and walk
through the door. I have a deep relationship
with my children and my close
friends – they are there, all around me –
I, Lord Jesus walk through the door –
the rocks open up and I am not closed
in anymore, but I can always look up
and see the opening and the sky. You are
in the driver’s seat, You are rowing my
boat and driving my car, though I
tread in raging waters, I do not
need to be afraid, You are there with
Your rod and Your staff and You
comfort me, I am not afraid, Your
warmth and Your love is always there,
I am secure, I am Your child, I am
protected and held and You will stand
for me, You will say, ‘she is indeed
My child, I love her, she is Mine.
She is My child.’

Jesus: I will never forget you,
I will not leave you orphaned, I
will hold your hand and lead you.
You dwell in My Heart at this moment.
Die to the old ways not likened to
Me – to live a deeper life of resurrection
in Me. I am here and I am still in your
heart. My love for you is
real, I will not abandon you. I
will nurture you and prune you and
watch you grow in My light, I
will be your light, you will not
flicker or fade, but be constantly
aglow with the light of My love, I am
ever present in your heart. Reach out
and touch My heart, it is warm and alive
and beating for you, know you are
loved child. No earthly person can give
this love to you. Look up and see the
heavens and count the stars if you can,
your life will be even brighter, brighter
than all the stars. Bathe yourself
in My love and know it is constant and
there for you, I am your God – you
shall have no gods before Me, nothing
can compare to this love, I give to you.
Do not turn to the world, I will provide
you with nurturing and love, with
peace and joy, do My work and be attentive
to the voice within you, it is there and
you must constantly listen, you will
know when I am talking to you –
listen My child, I do not slumber or
sleep, I am attentive to your needs
and I love you, I will strengthen and
protect you always. Jesus died
upon the Cross, Christ arose from
the dead and you too will live a deeper
life of resurrection in Me. You are
through the door, surrender to Me.

Listen to My directions and carry them
out, I am in your life, I am in your heart,
I am He who comforts you, do not,
My child, be afraid, walk in the confidence
of knowing I, your God walk
before and with you every step
of the way. I am He who comforts
and walks with you. I love you,
I love you, Jesus.

  

April 16, 1992 - Holy Thursday

R. We cannot close the door on the past, we
are a product of the past, it is shutting the door
on ourselves. We can only grow if we accept
the past and learn from it.

As in a business, the boss looks back and
sees how he did it before and tries to
improve it. He would never close the door
on past interactions and start everything
new. He can only build on the past so
the company can grow.

So too with our lives, we must look to our
past and embrace it to know it well,
it is the key to our happiness and growth.
We need to live a balanced life one side
is the thinking side and the other
side is the feeling side and expressive
side (expression of self), we need
both sides in balance.

Jesus: I am the way, the truth and the life
no one comes to the Father except through Me.

The Our Father

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed
be Thy name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy
will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread and
forgive us our trespasses as we forgive
those who trespass against us. And lead
us not into temptation, but deliver us
from evil. Amen.

R. The truth shall set you free. I am
speaking the truth, lies are deception and
cause confusion and hurt. The truth is that
which we need to embrace and spread to
have happiness. Covering up of the truth
usually is not to our advantage. Covering
up the action to protect another person can
be enabling them to continue their lewd
behavior. In the light of truth – that which
really is, is brought to light and dealt with
– hiding the truth is what allows it to
go on. Say for example: in an alcoholic or
dysfunctional family you are not protecting
the person but enabling them to continue
their problem.

Jesus: Be of a clean heart and you will not
have to cover things up – love one another
and try honestly to give each their just due
and there will be nothing to hide. All evils
shall be brought to light and all goods shall
be revealed in the day of reckoning. Fight
a good fight live a good life, love, be kind
and be ever attentive to the needs of those
around you and you will be blessed with
ever lasting happiness.

For I say unto you, many are called
but few are chosen, it is up to you to follow
the path of right. You can do My will or
reject My will. My will is the WAY, the
TRUTH and the life. The way to a long
lived happy life and to experience life is
through the truth. The truth in all things.
Do unto others as you would want them
to do unto you. Love one another and
cherish your precious moments you
have together.

The gift of children are the great gifts
of all, in them is life and
love and innocence. Cherish these
years when they are young and teach them
honesty and truth at all cost, for you are
molding them to bear fruit. They are My
precious gifts to you to have and hold and
teach. Your example is the way you teach.
Each moment is precious to behold
because when it is over it is gone forever.
More precious than jewels are the moments
of your lives because you will only live the
moment now and it is gone forever.

Make each moment precious, by loving
one another. God is first always – Before
anything else – any other order is OUT of
ORDER and does not work – any other
ORDER is not God’s order. His life is
simple – it is not confused,
it is simple LOVE AND TRUTH – these
are the jewels of each moment.
Do the will of God.

I am your God, you shall have
no other gods before me – not WEALTH,
FOOD, SEX, DRINK, I am your God
and I am first, when I am first, I give you
everything necessary to live. You are
working for Me, I will work in you, I will
make your life work, you let go and know
I am your captain. I love you and I know
what you need to make you happy. I
have your best interest at heart. Trust
in Me and come to Me and make your
ways, My ways. I love you more than
any other human person could love you.
I love you with My Divine Love. I am your
God and you are My precious creation, I
made you to love Me and love My other
children, do this and I will bless you with
peace. I am your God and I love you,
forever, every moment in every trial and in
every tear. I cried, I cried when Lazarus
died. I wept bitterly, I cried when I carried
My cross and felt betrayed and hurt, I
created your tears as a cleanser for you. A
way to release that which builds up in you.

I am your God, I hold your hand, I want
you to put your head in My lap and weep
and come to Me and tell Me of your joy,
I want you to be you, created by God, I am
there to listen and support and love you.
I am your best friend, and I love you more
than you can love yourself – trust Me with
your will and your life and I will make it
beautiful for you. Be happy and spread
your love to each other – the devil comes
with his lies. The devil says “You are not
enough, you didn’t do enough, you can’t
do it.” – I am your God, listen to Me not
the devil. Believe in your life living
according to your vocation for My honor
and glory. Don’t be jealous, angry, envious,
mean seeking dominance for dominance
sake –

Don’t be willful. Do God’s will with love.
You were created by Me, I LOVE you
My precious child.

 

April 17, 1992 - Good Friday

R. Dear Jesus,

I am sorry for my sins. I am sorry You had
to suffer for my sins. Thank You for coming to
earth and taking on a little baby body to save
me and my family.

Thank You for Your pain and Your sorrow
and Your tears, Jesus. Thank You my God.

Oh Jesus, my Savior –
Thank You for giving me the gift of faith –
I am Your child, God!
I give my will and my life to You.
I want You to talk to me.
I want to know how You want
me to act.

Dear Father, thank You for creating me.
Dear Jesus, give me Your gentleness and
Your love, Your compassion and help me to
give myself for others.

I love You Jesus, I love You with my whole
heart and my whole soul.
God is guiding me on the right path today.

 

April 30, 1992

R. Dear God, help me to do Your will, fill me
with Your love and Your goodness so

I can be like You and give myself
to others as You intend.

Jesus: You are My most precious child,
I love you every minute of the
day, I dwell in you, I love
you and I am in your heart –
teach all about My love for them,
teach them about the Eucharist –
I am blessing you in so
many ways. I love you, I
am taking care of you –

I am your God, I am ever present in
your life,
I guard you –
I am watching you –
I do not slumber –
I do not sleep –
I constantly watch over you.
I am your God.

 

 

May 2, 1992 - Saturday

R. My Dearest Jesus,
Please help me to do Your will – fill me
with Your love and goodness so I can give to
others what You want me to give them.

Jesus: You are My precious child, I love you every minute of the day. I am in you and I love you, I am in your heart – teach your children to love Me – teach them about the Eucharist – I am blessing you each in a special way. I love you and I will take care of you – I am there for you. I am your God, ever present in your life, guarding you, watching out for you. I neither slumber or sleep. I am your God. I constantly watch out for you. I love you.

 

May 8, 1992

Jesus: Pray for them, I will
strengthen you and show you the
way to walk. I will make
your enemies your footstools -
I will fill you with My grace and
love through you. I will make
you as an instrument to spread
My love. I love you, My most
dear precious child, I love you. You
are kind, and caring and giving and
loving and ask so very little in
return. I will love through
you, you are My precious
child, hold fast to Me and
never let go of Me. I love you.

 

May 9, 1992

Jesus: Though you walk in raging waters –
you will not drown, you are precious to Me.
Live your life in the joy of Christ –
My light is within you lighting your path,
Feel My presence and My warmth
within you, I am here My daughter
My arms embrace you and
My touch is there for you,
I hold you.

R. Dear Jesus
I am Your servant Lord, I give
You my will and my life –
I surrender and ask Your forgiveness
for all my errors and ask You to
wipe away any hate and anger and
anxiety with Your spiritual
healing rays, I am here and I
feel Your rays in my heart
cleaning out my debris –
please let me live in the now
in happiness and joy –
Jesus, my Savior, Father, my Creator,
Holy Spirit my Sanctifier give to me
Your gifts of wisdom, knowledge,
understanding.

 

Saturday 1992

R. In 1992 I went to the Beach near
Clearwater with my children – I drove up US
19 from Lido Beach and went to a shopping
center in Clearwater.

Realizing that I had lost my travelers checks
or they were back at the hotel, I left the two
oldest children (almost out of college) at the
movies and took the younger ones back to the
hotel on Lido Key.

That morning I had gone to Mass and
it was raining so we traveled North to the
Shopping Center when I missed my
travelers checks.

Well hurricane Andrew had hit and I
thought I wouldn’t get off the key when I
returned to the hotel – for they were
closing the Key –

When I finally got the older children at
the movies there were no cell phones –
it was a gift from God. The children were
only minutes away from where Mary’s
image appeared 4 years later at US 19 and
Drew –
the water in the parking lot at the movies
was up to and past my thighs and I had
to walk in this to rescue the older children
(college age)

We then drove out literally with all the
other cars and the whole area was water – up
to the bottom of my van like driving in the
ocean.

Earlier that week I had written this message
on the beach.

 

Saturday 1992

R. I thought I smelled roses two times last
night and this morning, what it did was make
me feel honored and important,
I am honored.

I am not perfect, but I try to be good,
I am so lucky to be here and feel
the breeze and listen to the ocean.
I have You my sweet Jesus –
I give You my life – I have the
wonderfulness of these children
You allowed me to bring into the
world and share my life with them,
I am indeed blessed in so many ways,
You are my rock and my
strength, I am Your putty, I hope
when I am home, I can close my eyes
and come to this place in my
heart, the flowers, knowing Your life in me,
the mercy of God and yes, oh yes all my
gifts – this moment of love with my
children seeing each child’s specialness
and loving the moments of being here
with them, Please God I pray to You to
send Your special grace and love into
each soul and with Your precious blood
paint each soul with Your blood –
solid and thick to know that we are free
from outside forces. I denounce satan
in Your name Lord Jesus. You are my best
friend, Jesus, I love You so much –
Jesus, Jesus help us all to be
holy – Cast the devil far away
from my family and every
thing in this world – God help
us to be holy – Outpour Your
grace on my husband and
children and forgive us all for
anything we ever have done –
help us to have unity and love and to
be strong persons loving in our
Church and the world –

Jesus, Jesus, I consecrate our
hearts as a family to You and to
Mary our Immaculate Mother.
Protect us from the evil one –
help us to be joined hand in hand
in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary –
Let my family be so united to the
precious Hearts of Jesus and Mary to
ward off any evil attempts
against us and help us grow in
greater holiness.

Our strength and our courage is
from You dear Jesus and Mary and
through Your most loving Hearts –
Our love will endure in the Hearts
of Jesus and Mary – You, Lord,
are our strength –

We ask for healing for any dysfunction –
generational healing – that love will
abound in the Hearts of Jesus and
Mary – I ask for this healing so we
will be one in the Hearts of Jesus
and Mary –

Our family dwelling in the
Hearts of Jesus and Mary –
Help us all to go to heaven –
Dear Father, I love You, my Divine
God hear my prayer – help us to
be heirs of the Kingdom –
Oh most blessed Holy Spirit –
I beg for the gifts of wisdom,
understanding, counsel, fortitude,
knowledge, piety, and Fear of the Lord –
I beg to have love in our family –
Holy Spirit – the fire of God's love.
Holy Spirit shower on my family Your
gifts –

I want the fire of Your love over
all our heads –
impart to us the fire of the tongues
of love –
You gave Your gifts to the Apostles –
please Holy Spirit give them to my
family – to the world.
Protect us from the fears of the world
hurting us with their errors.

Your love is Divine Love.
Your love is unending –

Your love is everlasting –

You my God

You my Savior

You Oh Holy Spirit

I know You never slumber or sleep –

I know the very hairs of my head are
numbered, every freckle and white
spot counted and You care for me
with precious love – You know
everything about me –

You know the love of my heart –
on fire for You and the love for each
child and the world – a furnace that
is hot and a blaze with the fire of
Your love –

Oh Holy Spirit – I love – I know
more Your understanding and Your
wisdom,
Your counsel – I want my heart to
be consumed with love –
God help me to spread Your love
to the world –

Fill me with Your grace –

I am Your child, God

You love me with Divine Love –

You are my strength

You have all the power,
I give You Lord Jesus, my will
and my life –

I surrender to the fires of Your love –
I give in – Help me Jesus to let go
and let You run the show,
help me to let go to You, Jesus –

I am Your putty.

You are my God.

Heal me.

Put me in Your hands –

Let me feel Your presence with me.

Jesus says:
“Listen to My direction. I talk to
you. Write these letters every day
as you get up from bed.
A new letter every morning –
My direction will be with you –
new life – I come to give you new life.

You will have peace –

Your children are guarded.

Your life will be directed by Me.

It will be easy for you to turn
your life over to Me.
I love you, I will not leave you
orphaned – nor your children –

Celebrate and know My gift is at hand.
I am your God –
Jesus the Lord”

R. Everything that Jesus has taught me in
26 years and all of us is about prayer,
is about life in Him, is about being a
branch attached to the vine.

God wants us to help in helping souls,
baptized Catholics are to live more deeply
as members of the body of Christ

Jesus: I am the vine you are the branches.

 

May 17, 1992

R. In my journal May 17, 1992 I wrote:

Dear Jesus,
Yesterday I had the image of the
keys and one of my girls gave me a key
with Jesus, Mary, and Joseph on it,
the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

Today I had the image in the chapel
of the brown door opened ever so
slightly, dark inside with a
chair in front of it.

Jesus: Remove the
chair from the closed door My
child, Let your light shine –
Open the door – let yourself out
to express your joy – take the chair away –
the negative tapes

R. I had a vision of a brown door,
yesterday a vision of keys.

Jesus: You My child are strong and alive, you
have tried harder to do more –
look at yourself, open the door –
go through the door – you
are waiting to bloom as a bud
ready to burst open with life.
Your life – your potential is like a
seed that is ready to burst
its pod – it cannot be contained
any longer.

Open the door – let yourself out
use the key – the key is you – you
are strong – you are not dependent
I am the way, the truth and the life,
I am the light of life. I dwell in
your heart. I live in you,
I work in you, yes you have
accomplished so much, I have been
by your side, I am by your
children’s side, reach out and touch Me,
feel My presence in your soul, I am
He who comforts you, do not be afraid
and I say to you wait, listen, and you
will be told what and how to do it.
I am talking to you now. Readying you
for your journey, a journey into life –
you will know life as you never known it
before and He brought a miracle
down on them and they were set free.
I am He who comforts you. I come
to you in all your trials, I am with
you, I am your God and I love you.
Do not be afraid, I will be there for
you, My most precious child.

R. I, Lord, want to do Thy will, please
live in my heart, see with my eyes,
touch with my hands and walk with
my feet, I want to do Thy will. Love with
Your heart and listen with Your ears.

Jesus: I am He who comforts you –
Be not afraid.

 

May 18, 1992 - Monday

R. Dear Jesus,
Please help me this day to do Thy
holy will. This is a day you have
given to me, it is unfolding
I ask for You to mold me and my day
I have a free will, I surrender to You God.
I am Your child please
guide me and help me to do Thy holy will
I admit my powerlessness over this
situation and I give You my will and
my life. The door stands open and
I have moved the chair. I want
to serve You. Here are my hands,
my heart, my eyes, my feet,
my mouth, my life, hear me I
am here to do Thy holy will,
please guide me and lead me and
help me in every moment of this day.

Jesus: You My child are a gift I give
to this world, your smile, your
warmth, your love, your compassion
I give you as a bud ready to burst
and be full and let all see your radiance
and your beauty. Everyone smells
the flower and looks at its beauty
and is glad it is there, never to abuse
or mistreat. You My child are
special as a flower, never to be used
or mistreated but to be enjoyed and
respected. See yourself as a beautiful
flower. Many are called, but few are
chosen. You My daughter are
one of My chosen ones. Remember
yourself as a flower and a gift,
people look at a gift and treat
it with respect and you are My
gift to these children and to the
world, you are My gift to My
other children, you are of
value, of worth, of respect,
they are given this gift
I give them through you. You
are a flower – ready to open
and omit a fragrance, the fragrance
comes from Me, I am the power
whereby you open and omit My
love which is the fragrance –

Let Me use you – you are beautiful
as the flower, great to behold and
to have in their presence. You
are special and they are favored by Me
to have received such gifts.
You have so much to give.

I love you, you are My precious
child and My precious flower – you
are a door waiting to open and be
your new life – a pod ready to
explode – you are My child and
wherever you go, whenever you go, I go
with you with My rod and My staff –
helping and protecting you, I am your
strong guard, your rear and fore guard
I am your protection, your light
and your life – cling to Me and know
My presence. I go with you
in all that you do. You are My
flower. I love you,
        Jesus

 

May 18, 1992 - Monday

Jesus: My child listen to My voice,
I am He who comforts you,
be not afraid –
I will not leave you orphaned –
though you walk in raging
water you will not drown –
You are My chosen one,
beloved of My Father
I am with you today.
I suffered for you on the
cross –
I will pave the way and show
you My way to walk to
do My will

R. Dear Jesus
Help me to do Your will
clean out my rubbish and
hate and anger
go deep into my heart –
Help me see the good in every person
Help me to celebrate the life
I have been given –
this wonderful and glorious day.

I can never live the moments
of this life again.

I ask you Mary my sweet Mother
to help me to be as you
want – a good mother.

The Our Father

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed
be Thy name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy
will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread and
forgive us our trespasses as we forgive
those who trespass against us. And lead
us not into temptation, but deliver us
from evil. Amen.

R. Dear Jesus –
 

Serenity Prayer

God grant me the Serenity to accept the
things I cannot change...

Courage to change the things I can
and Wisdom to know the difference.

 

May 19, 1992

R. I must treasure each moment I have right
now because I can never have it back again.

I love You Jesus
I love You Holy Spirit
I love You God the Father

 

May 23, 1992

R. Jesus, Jesus hear my prayer, though I walk
in the valley of darkness You are there with
Your rod and Your staff to comfort and love
me –

Jesus: I will make the light shine on you.
I am your God and you are My child,
My light is deep within you, know
it and experience this in your life.
I am your God, I will not leave you –

  

May 27, 1992

Jesus: My ways are simple My child – You
must realize this. My child I know how afraid
you are I am with you now!!

 

May 27. 1992

Jesus: My dear child, I love you, pray to
Me, surrender.

R. I surrender my God with all my heart.

 

May 30, 1992

Jesus: My dear child, hold to Me, though
you go through raging waters you will
not drown. I am there with My rod and
My staff and I go before you and I
comfort you and I prepare the way
for you. You do not need to be
afraid, I will help you,
I love them more than you, . . .
Open the door to the raging
fire of My love, Love is
healing – love, love, love –
love one another,
be kind and loving – don’t
take in the hate – be as a ball jar
let it bounce off of you. You are
so special to Me, I am holding your
hand and I am there with you, you are
not alone and I love you. The devil
is a liar. You must try to do all you can.
Know that I love you so much –
you are special to Me. I love you.
Love yourself – you deserve love.
I am your God and I love you and live
in you.

You must keep busy and do My work.
I will work through you every day
guiding you and making your day
worth while. Turn to Me and I
will make your day a day of the Lord.
I will use you to do My work.
I love you and I am with you.
Smile your smiles and be
gentle to those around you.
 

Matthew 5: 13

‘You are salt for the earth. But if salt
loses its taste, what can make it salty
again? It is good for nothing, and can
only be thrown out to be trampled under
people’s feet.
 

Shine your light
so all can see and praise your
heavenly Father in heaven.
In My house there are many mansions.
Many are called but few are chosen.
You are a chosen one,
do My will, shine My light and
I will dwell in you.
Come to Me now. You go not alone
you go with Me doing My work
among your brethren. You
need not worry I will guide you and
lead your troubled heart into
the beauty of leading men. You
are chosen by My Father, I love
you, I want to work in you –
make yourself putty in My
hands and let Me mold you into
My image. I love you.
I will shine My light in the darkness
and make ready a place for you. I am the way,
the truth and the light and I am in your humble
heart, I want to work and love through you,
you are My precious child, oh you beloved
of My Father, loved by Me that I would
lay My life down for you. I came to earth
that you might have life and have it
more abundantly. I am your rock, your
fortress, your way. I am hope for the
weary they know love – My way is direct and
is simple. Give unto others as you would
have them give to you. Some disobey
My laws, they disobey the commandments,
their lives do not make sense, you cannot
make sense out of something that makes
no sense. My life makes sense, it is direct,
you live loving and forgiving. You live in
truth. You are honest. I am He who comforts
you, you are the beloved of My Father.
You are My rose –
You I comfort and love.
Beloved of My Heart, I love you –
Come to Me, know your specialness.
I am He who comforts you, be not afraid,
though you walk in raging waters
you will not drown. I will be there
with My rod and My staff and I will
set your feet on oh so solid ground,
the days of the awakening are coming,
follow your heart, love and cherish
the moments with your children –
you are My beloved, you are My daughter.
God is your Father. Mary is your mother.
You are always watched over by your God
and loved by Mary, lest your foot stumble
and fall – let GO AND LET GOD DO it –
get out of the driver’s seat move over,
let Me have the wheel, I will take you
where and when you need to go – enjoy
the precious moments of your life.

I am your God and I never slumber
or sleep. I am with you always.
            Love you,
                Jesus

 

June 1, 1992

Mom died in June 1952

R. Dear Jesus,

Help me to know Your will –
Jesus You are my best friend –
I love You so much Jesus –
I can talk to You –
Help me, Jesus
I love my family so much Jesus.
Help me in everything
You comfort me
I will not be afraid
In raging waters You are here –
with Your rod and Your staff –
You love and comfort me –

Jesus: I am your God, Rita, Rita,
you are My beloved child, I will
comfort you, I have blessed you
in oh so many ways with all
I have given you and I will help
you, I will not leave you –
You must do My will –
In suffering you are led to greater
life in Me –
I will be with you with My rod
and My staff.

Guarding you –
Giving you rest –

Though you trod in raging waters –
I will be there –
I will comfort you,
I will bring the light to you,
The darkness bright –
I will send My light into your eyes –
I will send My light
I will send My healing,
I will put you on the right path –
I am your God –
trust Me.

I am He who comforts you –
    Do not be afraid –
    though you walk in the
dark valley, know I am with
you lighting your way –
You are My child –
Oh child – know I am with you,
know I light your path –
I am your God –
feel the breeze –
I made it for you –
the beauty of the earth –
I made for you –
Feel My presence in the moment.

R. Mary my Mother come to me –
mother me – Help me to know your
precious Son and do His will – though
I walk in the valley of darkness,
you are there with the light –

Jesus says:

Cling to Me – hold My hand –
Know Me –
Oh you, beloved of My Father –
Love all that I send to you as
the Father intends.
I put you into My strength
Like dipping you in My
machine – you are made strong.

Little girl, walk your path, you
are not alone, feel My hand,
know My love –
you are in My care –

Little girl, walk your path
you are not alone, feel My
sun light – warm and good –
you are not alone –

Little girl, walk with Me,
tell Me your troubles too –
I am there to listen as no
other can do –

Little girl walk your path,
you are the one I know,
sweet and kind and always
there for others.

Little girl walk your path,
skip if you feel the need,
slow down and stop –
look at the earth –
study some “dumb old weed”.

Little girl walk your path,
open your heart to love –
to love one another –
That is all you need do –
Love God and love others as yourself –

Little girl walk your path,
turn your life over to Me
if I watch out for the leaves –
do you think I would not
watch out for thee –

Little girl walk your path,
looking to others, but
God knows and you know that
you are to be one with God first –

R. I love the rain on a warm
dark day – to hear its calm
pitter, patter – There is something
about rain, that makes me
feel that nothing else matters –
It helps me let go.
When it’s warm outside and
the rain comes there is
comfort in sitting out
under and when it is cold
there is pleasure in
listening to rain on the roof –

I think I may not always
feel the pleasure in the rain,
I feel today, but in quiet
moments of my life that
is when the rain has gain.

I love to listen, I love to just
be in the moment –
if I only take the time –
it is precious moments like this
God has given us the rain.

After my mom died at 5, I would
sit by the window at the Carson
house upstairs and stare at the
rain drops as they fell and changed
on the window. They were so
beautiful and it comforted my little
heart thinking of the rain drops and
the mystery of life and death and mom
who died of cancer when I was so little
and left 5 children motherless.
Serenity is mine.

 

June 1992 - For healing

R. Dear Jesus,

I offer You my pain for the sake
of souls –
Please come into my heart and dispel
all hate, anger, “poor me” and replace
with Your healing power of Your love,
please wash me with a bath of
pure water and fill me with
Your grace – help me enjoy my
present moments –
I have this moment and I let go
and give it to You Jesus –
Jesus I want to cry –
Help me let go of the pain –
Let go – Let go, Cleanse me
with Your precious blood –
drip Your precious blood on me –
on the person or persons who
offended me –
all in the past
ancestors who taught any way that
have been passed on to me.

Bathe our families in Your blood –
(siblings)
all relatives –
neighbors –
school mates
old relationships (people involved)
people at Church
people at work
people in the United States
The Church and the world –

God have mercy on the human race
for we have sinned.
Help me to let go – to love – to forgive.

Jesus: Let go, Let go – let go.

R. I surrender to Thy will,
I give You my heart and
I ask You to hold it with
the fire of Your love and
heal any scars and wounds.

Bathe me in the bath of spring water –
I give my day to You Jesus!!
I surrender and I know how
precious Your love is for me.

Jesus: My dear child –
Think of the vast ocean.
See the vast ocean
Think of the water cleaning you
to make you more and more
holy and pleasing to Me –
Feel the gentle sway and listen
to the waves –
I created the ocean –
I give you the beautiful water –
I bathe you –
Know My Power.
Know My Love.
You are My precious child –
look at yourself –
created with such talents by the Father.
I bathe you in My love
I bless your children
My love is endless
I am the Almighty God.
Focus on My Power.
My Power does not run out.
Let Me work in your heart –
Your job is clear now –
It is to let Me live in you
and minister through you –
to those around you.
 

Prayer for Union With Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeatemy soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling in me.

I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of The Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.
 

Jesus: I am your strength
I hold your hand
I am the power.
I love you with the fire of My
Divine Love.

Recognize your pain –
Don’t stuff it
Forgive
Let go – Embrace your pain and Let go.
Be loving and be likened to Me
If one person upsets you –
you cannot give into that –
you must think of your mission,
do the Father’s will –
otherwise the devil can provoke you
with one individual and
disturb your peace.

Live to love.
You indeed are My child.
I will watch over you.
See the lilies of the field how
they grow
and who watches over them –
You are My child –
Much more precious than
all of these
I have bathed you in My Blood
I will bring you to a special place
of ownership of the land –
I am your rock

I am your stronghold.

You don’t go alone –
Express the pain – then let go –

Forgive - love

I love you.

I know your pain and your joy –

I have taught you in suffering –

I have led you to joy.

The Pain and the Joy.

You are loving and giving –

Let go of tension –

You know I love you.

You are precious to Me.

I have chosen you.
I love you with such love –

See the ocean.

Hear the waves.

I know your pain –
Let go to My hands –

Be My Heart to the world

Be My hands.

Love your brothers in the world –

Be My love –

My Heart beating in the world –

Be Me to your children

Be their loving mother.

I am He who comforts you

Be not afraid

though you walk in raging waters –

I will be there with My rod and
My staff and

I will hold you up –

You are held up by Me –

I will love through you –
I have put you on this earth today –

I love you, I love you, I comfort you,
I am He who is your bridegroom.

I love you in a special way –

Cling to Me

I will be there with you.

I am your Power source.

I love you,

                Jesus