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O TO THE DEPTH BEYONDWritten after Mass at St. Gertrude's:
As we become one in Him, we love Him more as we are more united to Him.
I long to be one with Him. The more grace He gives me to love Him, the more I can love Him. I see my wretchedness-I am so unworthy of Him. Our greatest act is in loving Him.
Read Nov. 2 journal entry after Communion. First Friday was so wonderful I could not write.
Fr. Carter is a key to helping me share this with the world. He is my spiritual director.
Tonight, I experienced such pain in my heart. It was as though swords were in my heart, and I opened the book, Mother at My Side, by Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.. I read about Mary's pain under the cross. I know some of her pain under the cross. My heart has experienced her suffering, so much of her suffering.
October 31, I suffered both the sufferings of Their Hearts for 45 minutes, in such intensity, for the children.
At Fatima, Mary, Our Mother, told us we must consecrate our hearts to Mary and Jesus. The messages of His intense love must be transmitted in the Church. This is the mighty medicine. The mighty medicine is His burning love. I love the Mass so much, I write to share this love of the Mass with this world.
We must go beyond this level. There is a depth far beyond our comprehension into the mystery of God's love. My spiritual director has a Doctorate in Theology. I have discussed my writings with him. Beyond this is deeper understanding into the mysteries. Oh I love God so much, I want to know Him more and more. I long to know Him more.
We must thank God for the gifts He gives us in the Mass, in the Church, in the Sacraments, in the priest.
I know insights into the mysteries in my heart as Jesus becomes more intimate with me. We must circulate writings which tell about the love of Jesus and the Mass. Please help us circulate this book on the Mass and Fr. Carter's book of priestly newsletters.
I love the Mass so much, it is the center of my life.
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